Lost Predictive programming Spacex orbit or launch story

This is going to sound crazy and probably elude people, but there are characters in the Show Lost that were based in part on me and predictive programming for my life. One, was Hurley. I was heavy and then lost a lot of weight after playing basketball again like Jorge Ramos and have been diagnosed as mentally ill. The monarch controllers used to say "you won the lottery" after they started with the voices and when I lose weight. So Bob and Doug Hurley astronauts from Spacex were reference to me as Doug Hurley because they refer 2me as the daydreaming cartoon character Doug & Bob is supposed to be a guy whos fraudulent from my childhood the Astronaut is named Bob Behnken the banks are committing fraud pushing new political system w/ me doug as an accomplice or partner. Media feedback and v2k = space command. Rachel Crane on CNN doing play by play was supposed to be Rachel from friends. they use Chandler and Ross to do predictive programming for my life in that show. Crane is because I was supposed to go to Irish Pub called the Crane. Now they are talking about "time machine" on CNN etc.