So I didn't think of Neurosurveilance or Mind Reading along these lines, but Nita A Farahany says that the FDA is likely going to regulate neurotechnology that provides data for individual users on the market and may classify them as class 3 or something. Anyways Farahany writes that once this technology develops and comes to market, that individuals should have a "right to know" what they think in their head or what their brain does. And while I think this author maybe is trying to pave the way for mental reception to this tech, I can see how people should have a right to know what their brain does. When I am experimented on with the street theatre drama skits and other things, on some level people are informing me of my thoughts, while perhaps distorting them much of the time. So ok, sure, I could see how as a subject of this experiment, I've grown accustomed to knowing thoughts not readily discernable or memorably significant in my moment to moment living recollection and on some level I could see wanting to possibly know what my brain activity records via an AI mind reader, such as how it reacts or the data of its reaction to eating avocados or too little or too much exercise or eating sugar etc. And Im not sure id like this or if it would be a net benefit. But I will say I don't like others having the right to my thoughts.
Saturday, May 27, 2023
Thursday, May 18, 2023
Thoughts on Kobe Lebron Jordan debate
Upon more reflection on this debate between Kobe Jordan and Lebron, I think Lebron is better just by virtue of the fact that he was essentially equal in scoring ability and the fact that he could pass so well and rebound. What he does passing the ball is incredible for a guy that can get you thirty easily. I think all the playoff teams in the NBA in the past 20 years were overall better than what was there in the 90s. So sure jordan played teams that won 50 some odd games but there was less talented players throughout a roster. The best team Jordan beat was the Pistons and Isaiah Thomas was a year from retirement. I don't think the competition compares in the conference finals just on what I watched. But still you could say Jordan or Kobe would thrive in modern era. So I'm not trying to say Jordan would be unsuccessful in modern era, but I just think it wouldn't have been 6 for 6 in finals and maybe not even 6 finals. And maybe Kobe doesn't get 5. Stats are somewhat irrelavent its like saying wilt scored 100 points. Sure, you can never take that away from him, but he did it against weaker competition. I dominated my grade school companions in basketball but when I got to high school i didn't make the team. COmpetition matters. I am someone who thinks that AI Brain control tech is being used in the past 5 years. I don't think Luka or Jokic are MVPs. I think there's an effort to exalt euro players to grow the sport and increase profit by selling it overseas. I think Lebron maybe isn't the current MVP in the NBA still, but I think he is better than Jordan and Kobe. I believe he played handicapped by business of NBA so Competitively speaking it was more pure in the 90s and early 2000s but talentwise I think the better players played in the past 20 years better athletes better skills better team basketball. I just feel like Lebron wasn't gaurded by the Craig Ehlos of the world...I watched. I personally feel just watching the game and watched each play and believe Lebron played far superior competition outside Boston who Kobe played against.
Tuesday, March 28, 2023
My take on these abusive tic toc challenges and psycho behavior based on social media
My take on these abusive tic toc challenges and psycho behavior based on social media is that kids are dupes and are being used to debase a platform that functions as an antidote to "rich people news" or corporate news that dominates the narrative surrounding our society. Social media provides a platform for powerless poor people to have affect on narrative and spread information. Just like the way the FBI or police will use pink haired undercover officers to disrupt and commit violence at a protest or political meeting so are there armies of people conducting that type of operation to debase political organizing on the internet and in society. It's all part of a greater Operation Gladio type operation to create a strategy of tension so that people will ask for more authoritarian governance and is against democracy prevailing.
Thursday, March 16, 2023
Left vs right in politics
How do we ignore fact that there are seemingly divides in politics among the masses. The call to say the left-right paradigm is false may apply to dem repub, but not to the reality that there is a group of people that largely fall into the following left right paradigm. What neither really adheres to is ethical behavior.
Essentially there are definitely people on right that is ok with the market economy controlling or being the final arbiter in social affairs and damned be the environment or status of ecological systems. The right generally wants to conserve system and are ok with rich people controlling society and rewarding competing hard workers and talented people while letting impoverished and "lazy Untalented losers" fight for scraps or live in poverty without any sort of change to greater system. This, often, is linked to a belief in divine nature of fascism or capitalism but sometimes is based on social darwinism and a belief in a natural order. There is also like a secondary cultural identity of loving domineering violent males and warmaking and hating gay sex or any non- biblical condoned people. Historically this was previously the space for imperial racism and an identity around that, which is still a legacy that lives on to some degree.
This is seriously what drives alot of people
There are also people who identify as left that want other factors to regulate market economy like common good, environmental health and sustainability, human rights, generally want to make changes to system, see it as fallible and are not ok with rich people controlling society don't want the masses to compete for resources but unite and are not ok with poverty. Generally the left wants to eliminate poverty and want the earth to survive. The left generally wants some changes to system, some want to dismantle it replace it with left wing systems. there are people who identify as left that don't agree with war as the default state of humans and don't see capitalism or fascism as natural order or believe in it as natural order. The left generally more favorably supports feminism and female elevation to roles of political economic and social power. There are people who identify as left that want to rectify injustices of imperialism and racism and support diveristy.
The trick is recognizing that there is in fact this divide and in supporting democracy as a compromise between them, then finding compromises between them as each makes its case.
Saturday, March 4, 2023
What My keepers look like rounds keeping
- Christian Walker 14th
- Suarez 19th-15th
- Gunnar 18th
- rhys hoskins 8th-5th
- Swanson-5th -2nd
- Dustin May 25-22nd
- Alcantara 13-10
- Grayson rodriguez 16-13
- EUry Perez 17
- Espino 16
RP
Thursday, March 2, 2023
Some probably fascist woman was asking liberals if they were “down to fight”
I don't know why I responded to this nutbag. Some probably fascist woman was asking liberals if they were “down to fight” and I actually responded that I don’t fight people for pleasure but if someone attacks me I would but I fear being so enraged I kill them and they that I don’t find fighting to be pleasurable.
Im just saying I don’t know how angry I’m going to get in a conflict. I try not to be angry and keep my emotions under control but I fear my own anger. I’m pretty good at avoiding conflict I actively try to maintain my emotions but there still is potential for losing control. It’s outside chance but capacity exists in me which I pretty much soothe or excercise control over pretty well. When you are a little 5’9 person like me this is a good idea, as im likely to lose but I’m also potentially dangerous if I rage. So I stick with self preservation of peace seeking. I don't enjoy violence and it really repulses me.
I gave up on politics.
I gave up on politics like I have a general sense and know my feelings beliefs on variety of things but I basically know my little corner of Knowledge and life's experience and brain's reaction to politics. I don’t go down paths of inquiry about like various things like fentanyl or covid. I have thoughts on it but I don’t do the intel test research thing. I find both camps to be annoying, but i think that is by design to undermine two party democracy in America while there is no hope for 3rd 4th and such.
Wednesday, March 1, 2023
Deciding MY Fantasy Baseball Keepers
I'm going to float trout as a 1st rounder then draft him since I have the first pick
I can keep 10. I traded lindor for swanson becasue I would have had to keep trout otherwise instead of float so now it is like i keep 11 instead of 10. Deciding between these ones
- Swanson
- Rhys Hoskins
- Christian Walker
- Eugenio Suarez
- Gunnar Henderson
- Marco Luciano
- Sandy Alcantara
- Dustin May (25th rounder)
- Grayson Rodriguez
- Eury Perez
- Edward Cabrera
- Daniel Espino
Tuesday, February 28, 2023
False flags happen. Duplicity occurs. We don't know motive of "non accident" lab leak, believed by Chinese whistleblower.
False flags happen. Duplicity occurs. U.S organization called eco health funded Wuhan lab. Chinese whistleblower says that lab leak, which department of energy says was likely origin of Covid, was not possible to be an accident. This follows an almost comical lying authoritarian rollout by fauci and co. That was so very obvious and demonstratively planned. Now the “revelation” So people are running with motive when we don’t really know motive and in my opinion sophisticated people would know of backlash in advance and plan for it.
To me it feels like a NAZI thing in that there is like an intelligence testing of your intellect and educational background (much like 9/11 and 9/11 Truth) and it sacrifices old and sick people mostly while conditioning people to be healthy amidst "New Normal" of COVID and living with it. There was a lot of talk about how it didn't matter because obese people die and it coerces people on some level to avoid healthcare by taking care of their health.
Saturday, February 25, 2023
The book Sapiens discusses DOD developing mind reading scanners.
In his book Sapiens, Yuval Noah Harari writes of the use of science to create brain scanners at airports to read people’s minds:
"But science is not just about offensive weapons. It plays a major role in our defences as well. Today many Americans believe that the solution to terrorism is technological rather than political. Just give millions more to the nanotechnology industry, they believe and the United States could send bionic spy-flies into every afghan cave, Yemenite redoubt and North African encampment. Once that's done, Osama Bin Laden's heirs will not be able to make a cup of coffee without a CIA spy-fly passing this vital information back to headquarters in Langley. Allocate millions more to brain research, and every airport could be equipped with ultra-sophisticated FMRI scanners that could immediately recognize angry or hateful thoughts in people's brains. Will it work? Who knows, Is it wise to develop bionic flies and thought reading scanners Not necessarily. Be that as it may, as you read these lines the US Department of Defense is transfering millions of dollars to nanotechnology and brain laboratories on work for these and other such ideas."
Sapiens - Yuval Noah Harari (ynharari.com)
Thursday, February 23, 2023
Continuing to lie about world history.
The world was global in ancient times there was global connection and order. The reason for lying about world history may have been prestige with the Story of Columbus by Europeans, but what is the reason to continue to lie today now that Columbus is a rather disgraced figure in history? Why do we continue to lie about it?
Wednesday, February 15, 2023
Superstition and World Sentient Simulation
I'm superstitious or aware of brain control sentient world simulation, so I believe that if I get down to 165 or 160 eat 1800 cal walk 14 k steps I may win lottery, my favorite teams will win their championships, but in case not I am going to learn data entry and write my book. Also, I think that if we talk about something happening or whatnot that it will manifest and will start happening more and more. So I remind everyone to stay as positive as you reasonably can without driving yourself insane. In fact a number of years ago I received voices that told me "you won the lottery" and I got a phone call asking me "who do you want to win the superbowl?" I now get itchy palms which the left has proven to predict money flowing out, so I'm hoping the right manifests money flowing in and that also the left comes full circle like people say with bigger payback.
Ancient Temple Complexes aligned with Pleiades and sharing symbology
Learning how many ancient temple and pyramid sites around the world line up to the Pleiades (a greek name) and that they share symbology of a "Staff God," known in the Americas as Viracocha. I had known about the symbology of the Staff God being shared, but didn't know it's name in the ancient Americas. I had known that ancient complexes were aligned with star systems but not that the ones with the staff god were aligned to Pleiades in many instances. It makes me wonder if the word Play in English and coach is a reference connected at all.
Tuesday, February 14, 2023
Talking about UFOs in mainstream media
I only get tired of talking about UFOs sometimes because in certain mediums or many times the conversation surrounds a dot in the sky "over here over there" and not the implications of off world multi dimensional space faring that is apparently taking place and that organizations on earth are keeping the technology to themselves when it could possibly upend combustion engine and oil petrodollar behemoth on earth that is killing the planet.
Altering our diets or dietary production habits to save civilization.
Humans have altered their diets and resource consumption habits or water usage throughout history based on what was available and sustainably usable. Where we have gotten into trouble is when we disregard these factors and that is how civilizations have often collapsed throughout time. The difference right now is that we know of sustainable practices but don't have the wherewithal to implement it because of the market economy and it doesn't make a buck or a few rich people control the economy instead of us all through a people controlled system.
Friday, February 10, 2023
Finishing Working Toward Whiteness.
I am finishing up Working Toward Whiteness. I have about 10 pages to go. It concludes discussing how workplace unions and The New Deal actually were practiced in such a way that European immigrants were incentivized to want to gain title or status of whiteness. It discusses neighborhood coveneants of the 1920s and churches and how they segregated or tried to keep segregated neighborhoods and how southern and eastern europeans were considered not white but were then moved into whiteness project. Still it discusses how during the New Deal how organizations practicing redlining would exclude african americans, and incentivize immigrants to become racist and adopt american style racism, but then also discussed how in some instances they would exclude Italians and Jews because the quote was that if you bring in newly arriving immigrants the racists thought this is one step toward black people moving in which they didn't want. So as Southern and Eastern Europeans were moving into whiteness they were considered as potentially forebearers of blackness multiracial suburbs or neighborhoods, so racists were against this. I guess in the 40s Scandinavians were considered part of "inharmonious racial and nationality groups" with Italians Jews and Polish people and were redlined sometimes.
All in all it is an interesting read. I'm glad I read it.
-update I finished the last 10 pages it finishes with a discussion of Frank Sinatra and sort of uses his play as an 'ethnic' figure used to try to create national or racial unity with his short film The House I Live In to combat youth racist violence. When Sinatra toured the country he was lambasted by other Italians who had left him behind and their remembrance non white status. Sinatra said that he remembered being called racial slurs in school and teamed with an independent leftist congressman Vito Marcantonio. Sinatra according to Roediger (the author of the book) is symbolic of an effort by some Italians to remember being considered non white or having that history present in their political attitudes. He gets his special edited to appeal more to white audiences and then gets left behind and crowded by other Italians who moved into whiteness and racism. He was chastised for working closely with communists on lots of projects among the right in America.
Vircator and "Thunderbolt System" operated by U.S Airforce are the names of DEW weapons/ microwave weapons
Got this email from Targeted Justice this morning identifying the weapon system used to produuce voices and Directed Energy weapons attacks on civilians:
Tuesday, February 7, 2023
Earthquakes casued by weapons are real/
There have been books written about how geophysical weapons can create earthquakes and I personally have been communicated with through synchronicity and code that it is being done. As part of my mind control program they try to make me responsible for it or pin blame on me or retaliate against others to control me. But they are the villains.
This is one book I read discussing this technology.
Planet Earth: The Latest Weapon of War: Bertell, Rosalie: 9781551641829: Amazon.com: Books
When first watching History's Ancient Aliens
When I first watched Ancient Aliens I thought this is a little far fetched, but as i watched GAIA and more episodes and learned more I began to see how there are legitimate archeologists and scientists who have examined ruins, petroglyphs and hieroglyphs, along with histories and mythologies of ancient cultures around the world. I’m convinced that there was global cultural diffusion before Columbus and that there is some reason mainstream archeology largely covers this up with false history. What convinced me was how the same architectural details were used and same symbology, at temples often aligned to stars around the world. Furthermore, there are artifacts using same script of Sumerians and Egyptians found in south and North America. There’s ancient keltic script found in North America as well as shared linguistics with Native American tribes. There’s just a preponderance of evidence for ancient diffusion. What I’m not necessarily convinced of but what I’m open to is that there was high tech civ, but u know I think there may be something to ufos documented throughout time.
Monday, February 6, 2023
Why don't more people watch History Channel Ancient Aliens?
I don't know why more people don't watch Ancient Aliens on History Channel. Currently watching the episode about Ancient Sumerian hieroglyphs found in Puma Punca Bolivia and Tiwanaku where there is an unearthed temple complex featuring heads of appearently different races of people from around the world and alien looking heads. The central figure is a bearded guy or something. The episode I saw friday discussed Hawaii and sacred geometry and double tetrahedrons and star tetrahedrals and the common intersection of 19.5 degrees latitude all over the solar system producing geologic activity of grand scale.
Thoughts on Lakers
The problem with the Lakers is that Lebron and AD act like their team isn't good enough to win, so how could they ever believe they are good enough as a team. And then the culture is such that management doesn't really care if they are good enough or if their best players think they are good enough. They just want to ride it out selling tickets til they make their next plan which could very well be complete bust all over again. Half the formula for winning a championship is believing you can and nobody on the lakers I don’t think believes they can so trading for kyrie could have made believers of them. Lakers were laughing stock of NBA drafting dud after dud after dud with 3 #2 picks, could barely win 25 games/year then Lebron comes rescues the franchise gets them AD they win a championship and now their attitude is like they can't wait for lebron to exit before selling tickets.
The Lakers are not investing in Lebron and think they are a beacon of an organization and are too proud to admit that they were really floundering without him and they drafted 3 complete duds with 3 #2 picks in russel lonzo and Ingraham. Lebron is putting it all out at 38 and can compete now with a short window, I see it as thankless that he won them a championship when really they had no direction going before he got there and were still recovering from investing in Kobe when he was visibly done after achilles.
I don't know much about basketball but it seems like the lakers need a playmaker and shooter from the gaurd position so they can stretch the floor and keep defense honest. Kyrie is one of the best in the nba. Unless you are getting Ja Morant or Lillard or Lavine i guess they are saying now i don't really understand passing on Kyrie to hang onto Christie and Reeves. They are good players, but the coach barely plays them down the stretch at least christie and I just don't see a belief in the team surrounding reeves and other players besides Lebron and AD. Lebron and AD command the offense and neither is a great shooter so you'd think the third guy would be a shooter. Lebron supposedly wanted westbrook and management seems to want to make him die by that sword as punishment when it clearly doesn't work.
Sunday, January 29, 2023
Reccomend David R. Roediger's Working Toward Whiteness
It was a bit of a rough read, but I recommend the book. I should finish David R. Roediger's Working Toward Whiteness, about how European immigrants became white, in about 13 days. It was an interesting read. It tells, on some level, so far at least, how European immigrants went to being considered white. It discusses how anti southern european racism, early multiracial alliances, then anti black neighborhood covenants, inbetweenness and home ownership all played a role.
Saturday, January 28, 2023
My curiosity if my family name Friscia derives from Phrygians
I was watching the Ancient Aliens episode on the Cappadocia underground city in Turkey and how it possibly goes back 12,000 years as a possibility. Also stated as possible was that people attribute the Phrygians as possible architects of the cave. The Phrygians were an ancient people. Phrygian linguistically caught my attention because it sounds like my name Friscia linguistically with the way it is pronounced and I wondered if there were any links or derivative path to Phrygian from Friscia, which we pronounce "Freesha."
A cousin stated the following with regards to his knowledge about the name Friscia:
"The name Friscia could be an Italianized Frisch and may have come across the Adriatic Sea from Albania. Frisch is a jewish last name. The Friscias in NYC were all business owners and merchants, this family here in NY came here and were Barbers, Liquor Store owners, Lumber Yard owners and Pharmacy owners and that happened in their first generation here, unusual for first generation italian families"
"My great grandmother was a Friscia, Rose Friscia daughter of Leonardo and Donna Theresa Friscia, the Donna was a honorary title at that time only given to wealthy land owners or those of old money---This is from Ancestry=====Southern Italian (Sicily): if not of Albanian origin, possibly from an ethnic name from a female palatalized form of frisius ‘Frisian’."
My curiosity is, is there any link since there seems to be linguistically with the way people pronounce Phrygians, an ancient people. I have greek DNA and my uncle, a Frisca tested as similar dna connection to anotolia...my brother also registered some DNA to the Levant where Israel and Jerusalem. So the Phrygians were allegedly connected to greece and anatolia and according to my cousin we are possibly linked to Jewish name Frisch.
Anyways I may never know but its possible this is some obscure knowledge lost or that someone somewhere has or can discover and confirm one way or the other.
Tuesday, January 24, 2023
A couple of cases I heard about in the courts for Targeted individuals
It may sound incredible but a a U.S district judge has stated that they accept as true that a citizen has been targeted with Directed Energy Weapons causing them brain damage. The case is a law suit case Conlon v. Miller in which Ryan Mathew Conlon is suing Connor Miller CIA DOD and Airforce for targeting him. There was no ruling on case as of yet as far as I know. The UN is also currently investigating governments around the world and their usage of Cybertorture. Public announcement of UN investigation was followed by Covid. Public hearings of Conlon v miller was anticipated with or followed by brinksmanship in Ukraine.
Another case I heard about was the Targeted Justice Lawsuit there are 17 people in a lawsuit suing in Texas. The purpose of the lawsuit is to receive damages for being put in experimental program and allegedly the suit can prove that the plaintiffs began all receiving the same symptoms or experiences with weapons systems and harassment and stalking after being put on the list. Still not exactly sure how they proved they are on the Non-investigative subjects list which they are trying to get ruled unconstitutional. They are asking for 1.3 billion dollars.
Monday, January 23, 2023
What should the role be of money and business ideally on earth?
What should the role be of money and business ideally on earth? It would seem that a global economy is needed to pull all resources. But I don't think money can be king to the point of being the object at the pinnacle dictatorship of economy. Like We shouldn't have an economy in which market forces supersede the survival of life on earth and the greater ecosystems. It is useful to provide some unifying mode valuing labor and goods that everybody buys into. Businesses provide avenues for subsistence and creativity which people democratically vote for with their patronage. I think there should be some commonwealth which meets the basic needs of people and that this should be the general point of the economy. Everyone's well being and happiness should be the aim of our culture and politics within the bounds of earths living survival and sustainability.
Thoughts on bein a weapons experiment.
It was really crazy being a part of a non-consensual human, political and weapons experiment the past 15 years and I know there were some really hard years for my family, but one positive for me is that I got to spend a lot of quality time with my parents and family... maybe more than necessary but maybe I would have spent too little otherwise. I don't know if I've been a benefit overall to them but they've been overall a benefit to me and for this I am thankful that things turned out this way at least.
Friday, January 20, 2023
Ancient Aliens Episode Beyond Roswell. U.S Russia cooperation to rule and invent.
Ancient Aliens Epsiode titled Beyond Roswell. Guest experts asserted that The Cold War was a ruse or a smokescreen of some kind to excuse the development and work in tandem regarding UFO reverse engineering.
I've had this thought before independent of this show some decade ago or more and I've expressed here some notion of that regarding the wars in Ukraine and Iraq. But I don't know. I definitely think there is an order inherent in wars heaped upon people and find it highly suspicious that Russia and the United States largely ruled over the earth in the 20th century fighting wars in other people's countries.
Wednesday, January 18, 2023
Book Sapiens characterizes Tacitus' history of Caractacus to be fiction.
Reading in Yuval Noah Harari's book Sapiens that The Roman historian Tacitus wrote the history of the Roman invasion of Scotland and that of Britain's ruler Caractacus as a made up story by Romans who wanted to characterize and critique roman society. This is allegedly what happened with the story of Jesus as well possibly. In Joseph Atwill's book Caesar's Messiah, he theorizes that Jesus was literature designed to quell a rebellion of Sicari against Roman Rule. One could look at the new testament as critique of old testament, but perhaps also as critique of Rome as well. Anyways I found this little nugget in Harari's book to be interesting.
Tuesday, January 17, 2023
State of California currently demonstrating that Homelessness is unconstitutional.
Homelessness violates the constitution because it definitively functions as cruel and unusual punishment for poverty and idleness. The state of California spent 7 billion on homeless services in 2021. It would cost 13 billion a year To house all 500 k people who are homeless in the US in 2200 dollar a month apartments, the average cost in Los Angeles. There's supposedly 172000 homeless people in California. Housing them in 1 bedroom apartments at 2200 a month would cost 4.5 billion dollars or less than what was spent on Homeless Services.
Monday, January 16, 2023
Food Weight Daily Log
*I'll note that i get media sports and other feedback and terrorist activity regarding my exercise and diet. So here it is.
I'm going to do the food daily log here as nobody asked for it on twitter so here is my progress from here on out.
I got tired of the food log but this is basically what I eat. I've added elliptical 20 minutes every other day w/ 10k steps and 14 k steps on off days.
But I will do a weight log here just to keep track. I will weigh in between 3 and 6 every morning;
3-18 3 am
187.8
2-30
- -Chcken wrap 690
- Peanutbutter sandwhich 1100
- Pistachio yogurt 1400
- avocado 1630
- lemonade 1750
- chicken 1800
2-29
- Sausage and rice 750
- Pistachio Yogurt 1050
- 4 chips 1150
- chicken sausage 1250
- Avocado 1365
- pear 1435
- egg mcmuffin no sausage 1770
- Chicken 1900
- bean salad 360
- pistachio yogurt 660
- chicken wrap 1350
- pear 1420
- cookie 1490
- 3 toquitos 1800
- chicken
2-27 185.8 lbs at 3am
- chipotle 1400
- pistachio yogurt 1700
- pear 1800
- chicken 1900
2-26
- Pistachio Yogurt 300
- Chicken wrap 990
- bean salad 1350
- avocado 1580
- Pear 1680
- toquito salsa 1800
2-25
- Fries 200
- Fish Filet 580
- Pistachio Yogurt 880
- Tuna Wrap 1/2 1190
- Toquitos 1660
- pear 1730
2-24 Plan
- Pistachio yogurt 300
- 6 oz turkey 480
- Salsa 630
- Turkey sandwhich 1030
- bagel cream cheese 1530
- pear 1600
- pineapple 1700
- potato 1800
- Steak 1900
2-23 plan
- Yogurt pistachio 300
- Pear 400
- Avocado 630
- Bean salad 990
- Chicken pesto wrap 1680
- Yogurt 1770
- 3 chips 1810
It was my mom's birthday weekend so I didn't really track my steps and such with obsession, I aimed for 10k but I was 2 lbs heavier at the doctor's than I was 6 months ago. So I basically understood that i gained 3 lbs over winter from 180 to 183 as my lows. So no weigh in today. NBA back tomorrow i'll begin weighing again to show correlation: 2-22 plan
- chicken Salsa bowls 1000
- Pistachio yogurt 1300
- Small slice of cake 1700
- Pear 1800
- Turkey 2000
No weigh 2-15 plan
- Yogurt Pistachio 300
- Pear 400
- turkey 500
- Pizza 1800
2-14 plan
- Yogurt Pistachio 300
- Pear-400
- turkey 500
- Avocado 600
- hummus Toast 800
- chk sausage veggie rice 1700
- Chips turkey 1800
185.2 lbs at 6 am 2-11 plan
- Yofgurt pistacuio 300
- 3 pieces of sushi 400
- chicken 500
- pear 600
- ? 1800
185.8 lbs at 3am 2-10 plan
- Chicken 150
- Wrap 840
- bean salad 1200
- yogurt pistachio 1500
- Pear 1600
- ? 1800
186.0 lbs 3am 2-9 plan
- Chipotle 1400
- Yogurt pistachio 1700
- Pear 1800
No weigh plan 2-8
- Chicken Salsa bowl 1100
- Pistachio Yogurt 1400
- Pear 1500
- Avocado1730
- chips cheese 1830
186.6 lbs 2-7 plan
- yogurt pistachio 300
- pear 400
- turkey sandwhich 800
- chk sausage veggie and rice 1700
- 2 oz turkey 1800
- Chicken 2000
186.6 lbs 2-6 plan I thought yesterday I would be at 187.8 there was a 7.8 quake in Turkey.
- Yogurt pistachio 300
- bean salad 660
- bagel 1100
- chicken pesto wrap 1800
- gummy vitamins 1830
- meat 1860
2-3 plan
- Pear 100
- turkey sandwhich 500
- avocado 730
- burrito 1630
- orange chicken 1830
186.8 lbs 2-2 Plan
- Yogurt Pistachio 300
- Pear 400
- avocado 630
- Veggie and Rice: 1360
- Turkey Sandwhich 1760
184.4 bs at 6am 2-1 I turned on CNN and began anxious eating.. chips french fries. while watching tyre nichols and george santos kevin mccarthy debt ceiling.. on 2-1 so I will weigh in in a couple of days.
- Yogurt Pistachios 300
- pear 400
- Mid east sald tjs 550
- 2 cups of chilli 1750
- French Fries
- Chips
- pasta
183.2 lbs 4am 1-31
- Yogurt Pistachios 300
- Pear 400
- Hummus toast 600
- Bean salad 960
- MIddle Eastern Salad TJ 1110
- Curry Chicken 1470
- chips 1700
183.2 lbs 6am Plan 1-30 (i'm way up midday today don't know why probably chips)
- Yogurt Cheetos 300
- Pear 400
- Chocholate cake fork 470
- Avocado 700
- Cheerios 1000
- Pistachios 1030
- Chips 1100
- Vegetables and Rice 1800
Pe
184.6 lbs at 6 am plan 1-29
- pear 100
- pistachio yogurt 400
- pizza 1200
- bagel 1700
185.0 lbs at 6am Plan 1-28
- Pear 100
- Avocado 330
- Chipotle 1730
185.0 lbs 3 am
- Yogurt Pistachio 300
- Avocado 415
- Pasta 1415
- Bean Salad 1785
185.4 lbs (not sure how I gained) 6am plan 1-26 (considerably lower midday today)
- Subway 1000
- Yogurt pistachio 1300
- Pear 1400
- Cookies 1650
- chips 1750
- chicken sausage 1860
185.2 lbs (again...) 6am plan 1-25
- Chicken salsa bowls 1000
- Pear 1100
- pistachio yogurt 1400
- quesadilla 1700
- olive oil 1800
- Chicken 1850
same 185.2 lbs 4am plan 1-24
- Yogurt pistachio 300
- Pear 400
- Chherios 700
- hummus toast 900
- chips 980
- bagel 1430
- bean salad 1790
- Chicken 1900
- 16k steps
185.2 lbs 3 am Plan 1-23
- Yogurt pistachio 600
- Pear 700
- Chips 760
- Salami 860
- Turkey Burger 1230
- Hummus toast 1430
- Cheerios1730
- bacon slice 1770
- hot dog frank 1920
185.6 lbs 6 am Plan 1-22
- Yogurt pistachio 600
- Pear 700
- waffle 950
- egg 1025
- sausage 1225
- bagel 1625
- salami 1725
- cheese 1825
185.4 lbs at 330 am Plan 1-21
- Avocado 230
- Chicken 380
- pear 380
- Chipotle 1780
- Winter munchies buncha chicken 2200?
185.6 lbs at 330 am Plan 1-20
- Spanakopita 760
- Yogurt pistachi 1060
- Pear 1160
- Chips 1460
- Avocado 1690
- chicken sausage 1800
- salami 1890
17k steps
185.8 lbs At 2am Pla 1-19
- Chicken 200
- Avocado 430
- Yogurt pistachio 730
- Cracker hummus 980
- Strawberry 1080
- smoothie 1350
- Chicken Curry 1710
- chicken 1810
- Chcken sasusage cheese 1910
- Avocado 100
- Strawberryies 200
- Bellpepper stuffed 650
- stuffedbellpepper 1100
- pistachio yogurt 1400
- Chilli 1700
- Cucumber salad 1800
- Chicken 1900
186.8 lbs at 6am Plan 1-17
- Avocado 115
- Strawberry 215
- Breakfast burrito 835
- smoothie 1065
- maha mahi sandwhich 1475
- yogurt pistachio 1775
- cheese 1830
14k steps
Actually did 18k steps
187.4 at 5am plan 1-16 Gnocchi 640 Yogurt pistachio 940 Chicken breaded 1340 Avocado 1570 Chicken sausage 1670
Potato 1770
14k steps.
Sunday, January 15, 2023
Spotify Podcast on Secret Societies: Episode 5 Banditos.
Listening to a Spotify podcast about deputy gangs. The podcast is about secret societies. The episode I’m listening to is about the Banditos of East LA Sherriff’s division. Appearently, a tactic cited by other officers is that they would try to run people off the highway or strike them with vehicles. This is in common with my experience as a recipient of police threats and subsequent events on the highway. After seeking investigation with the LAPD I began hearing voices in my head. There are now currently commercial companies which demonstrate technology to target an individual with audible sound is real. This is sound in which only the target hears it. Noveto and Aftershokz are two companies demonstrating this technology.
The following is the blog entry I was working on when the Police threatened me through Directed Conversation that they 'f*ck people up when they least expect it" and a car a few days later tried to crash into me on the freeway in Los Angeles (on my grandpa's death date) on the way To Valley College to take a linguistics class. Does this blog article and police behavior sound like a totalitarian state or do you think I am crazy and started hearing voices coincidentally even though today, as documented, the companies Noveto and Aftershokz demonstrate commercial technology to beam sound into a person's head remotely that only they hear?
Blog Entry:
War Subverts Reality
In her book examining the Hatian revolution, Modernity Disavowed, Professor and Author Sibylle Fischer discusses the silencing of events or the replacing of one event with other events and deliberate attempts by the subordinator class or intellectual elites to mold nations, to mold the psyche of the masses.
From 1996 - 2003 5.4 million people died in Congo. Its cover-up is a crime bigger than The War on Terror and any 9/11 staging. The Democratic party was and is heavily involved, but they would have people believe that they are just an incompetent party and that the two events, The War on Terror/9-11 and war in central Africa and Congo are unrelated. In this blog, I define war as an ideological construction to compel participation and induce obedience in the maintenance and accumulation of power and questioned The War on Terror as a staged propaganda event to manage political reality and to distract from the totality of warring operations. I attempted to point out how through deliberate crafted discourse, there is collusion of the imperial parties of America in doing so. To be clear, war is for the purpose of propaganda. It is a cultural production. Additionally, I questioned it as a function to create chaos and terror in particular places, being deliberate punishment of nations as a demonstration of power.
"What hurts the most is why? What has led them to cross the oceans to kill their own children?" -Iraqi Woman questioning the attack on humanity which the Iraq war was.
"Can you imagine Africans being in control of a vital mineral for The U.S and Aerospace industry?" -Maurice Carney Executive Director of Friends of The Congo.
The measure of 30 years worth of atrocity heaped upon peoples of Iraq and Afghanistan, in which Osama Bin Laden, at age 22, was initiated as a consul, is inestimable. Aside from delivering the providential death blow on evil's iconic figure, held in a gift wrapped, fantastical recall of the 19th century demonization of the criminal, opium producing oriental and besides the millenial old representation of the enemy, personified as a growth, spawned from slivered satanic flesh, surreptitiously masked in evil's lair, the extrajudicial killing of Osama Bin Laden and "burial at sea" was a theatrical display of a hit on a witness to and suspect of 30 years of criminal activity. Following the President's May 1st pogrom call and the gesticular jingo monsoon arousal at the displaying of the remnants of Operation Geronimo, placard pumping CNN, chief operator in bringing about the Iraq war buildup, ran a segment in which Teach for America Head and Chief propagandist, Walter Isaacson, diagnosed Pakistan, a nation of 170 million people, with 'subnormality.' This apparent killing and diagnoses of Pakistan came amidst the expansion of bombing across Africa and a NATO campaign that saw 20,000 airstrikes, or what's been called 'therapy,' carried out in Libya. The campaign is championed as success by the World Security Network, who derides the "endless diagnosis that replaces the 'therapy'" inherent in tens of thousands of NATO bombs and proxy warfare.
In an interview (video of conversation @ 8:20) that took place during the Bombing of Libya on Bill Maher's Real Time, NBC reporter Richard Engel asserted that NATO bombing in Libya was "boring." As the topic shifted, with little discussion provided from Engel, Maher questioned the reason for keeping U.S force in Afghanistan after the reported assassination of Osama Bin Laden and as the pace of 'withdrawal' came into discussion, Engel employed the 'war fatigue' argument, stating that pace was 'something that could be debated.' Engel said that he spoke to "the people who organized the war" (specifying Iraq and Afghanistan) and said that they never expected it to last 10 years and that there were lots of people in the military who wanted to keep a small presence in Iraq and Afghanistan to carry out 'limited objectives' (massive facts being that the objective was to occupy). And with a ho hum gesturing pun, Engel said that "these wars keep droning on and on." Engel continued reducing war in Afghanistan and Iraq to a microcosmic analogy, asking viewers to:
"Think of it this way. If in this theater, 10 years ago, someone organised an attack on the United States and we wanted to make sure that never happens again. You can do 2 things. Either take over the whole theater. And get deeply involved and take over the management and say I want to see your books. I want to really get involved in your life and try and re-create the theater so it can never happen again. Or, you post a few security guards in the building and have some observation and that way you have some way to do it and that seems like the cheaper way."
Aside from the fact that the past 10 years of particular slaughter is reduced to an expense, there are alot of other suppositions which beg a ton of questions. The obviousness of not asking an imaginary Richard Engel (and evidently a real Engel), I hope temporarily sufficient. Imperial fortresses, bases, mass desecration are like mustard stains. What was additionally eerie was that he began discussion about Obama in Ireland and then ended with an analogy that for me was peculiarly similar to Thomas Carlyle's conclusion in the racist-supremacist satire regarding Irish and Jamaicans in 'The Occasional Discourse On The Negro Question,' later turned into a more pejorative titled pamphlet in which Carlyle concludes:
"Most Thinking People!-- If hen-stealing prevail to a plainly unendurable extent. will you station police officers at every henroost; and keeping them watching and cruising incessently to and fro over the parrish in the unwholesome dark, at enourmous expense. with almost no effect; or will you not try rather to discover where the fox's den is and kill the fox?"
The cheap imperialist trick, strange satiric current and link, in any event, along with passe discussion about killer robot drones absent of people at the end of the bombing and the 'boring' Libya onslaught reflects much of what is disturbing. The link could be that in the 1849 supremacist rant, Carlysle basically asserts the laws of physics, so to speak, that underscore the propellant forces of psychosis in our society. Among other things, Carlyle declares the supreme law for all lands, in all countries, under this sky is for a class of cultivators, stronger, worthier to by fortune of war, be made proprietor in order to educe the proper fruits from the land.
"A violence that erased every sign of itself would be remarkably inefficient...To acquire its usefulness in the play of domination, violence must be whispered about, recalled by its victims and hinted at in future threats."- Tim Mitchel Author of Rule of Experts
"April 4th, 1984 Last night to the flicks all war films." -George Orewell's opening diary entry in 1984
The April 4th assassination Julian Mer Khamis outside what is an actual microscopic reality of Engel's theater in Palestine took place within the occupation that Palestinians face in Gaza and the expanding extrajudicial killing spaces where the symbolic role of 'predator' drone bombers have killed thousands of people or 'bugsplat' in 'ungoverned spaces' as pointed out in 2 articles by Kalash Srinivasan of Foreign Policy in Focus who discusses the vast expansion of power and by Pulse Media's Muhammad Idrees Muhamed.
In his article, From Aid and Humanitarianism to Solidarity, on Pambazuka News, Horace Campbell, a Professor of African Studies at Syracuse University, touches upon in greater detail, the reductionist "rendition of social reality" permeating through current formulations and operations. He discusses how the "people of Africa have had to contend with the centrality of force in production." There is perhaps, no people facing the greater degree of physical affects of this annihilation of consciousness through omission as exemplified in the exchange between Maher and Engel with regards to Libya than in the Democratic Republic of Congo, where UN reports determine that more than 6 million people have died as a result of over 15 years of proxy warfare, driven largely by exogenous quests for resources to pump into our mass production and consumption economy. While the 'missionaries of post industrial ideology'- TVs- where pumps like CNN reside, beat the war drums for Iraq and Afghanistan only to blunt them out of sensibility when need be, Congo, (the plunder of which is essential to what has transpired in Afghanistan and Iraq), has been- despite the efforts of The Break The Silence Campaign, Foreign Policy in Focus and people like Cynthia Mckinney largely omitted. In the report below, The Congo is present in the form of a sociopathic if not sadistic joke called The Utopia. The 1.2 billion dollar ship, discussed by journalist Mark Ames, is a project of Samsung, the largest electronics company in the world, and The Frontier Group, co founded by Carlyle Group member of revolving-door 'defense' establishment, Frank Carlucci. Frank Carlucci happened to be number 2 at The U.S Embassy in The Congo at the time of Patrice Lumumba's assassination.
Reported by CNN, The Utopia is possibly the world's most luxurious ocean liners:
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| "New Mexico-based investors have teamed with Korea's Samsung Heavy Industries to build The Utopia, an opulent $1.1 billion ocean liner that will travel the globe, hopping between the world's major sporting and cultural events. The 105,000-ton and 1,000-foot long ship -- the weight and length of more than three Lady Liberty statues, from the base of the concrete platform to the top of the torch -- is scheduled for completion in 2013." |
"Or alas let them look across to Haiti for a far sterner prophecy." -Thomas Carlyle
"Had he been wiser, or smarter, Patrice Lumumba would have been 39 this year. And the Congo might well have become a nation with no more than the normal ration of African problems instead of a blood-spattered land of savagery, corruption and anarchy—which is largely what Lumumba helped make it." -Christmas Day Time Magazine 1964
On March 18th, Amy Goodman of Democracy Now! interviewed former Hatian First Lady Mildred Aristide and asked her how she felt after 2 U.S coups and President Obama attempting to prevent the return of Jean Bertrand Aristide, to which she responded rather graciously, that it was perhaps the result of a political framework with which Americans were unwilling to see beyond. Documents disseminated by Wikileaks to Haiti's Liberte and The Nation Magazine provide some details as to how Haiti is subjected to forced poverty and suffering for the sake of corporate and U.S profit.
The presentation of shrewd pragmatism of state department diplomacy as 'context' in examining U.S force in Haiti, however, reads like propaganda. For the actual nature of U.S force in Haiti is one of despotism, atrocity and terror. And yet, the word terror can be so desensitized, especially when attached to fraud. Lavalas, the popular political organization in Haiti, built more schools in 6 years than had been built in 190 years and in a country that had 35 prisons for every 1 school under Baby Doc Duvalier. The Democratic Party and Republican parties, or the U.S government actively oppose this organization and the have done so with brutality and murder. That the U.S government engaged in a 2nd coup on Haiti's democratically elected president in 2004 would be enough on its own to demonstrate diabolical nature of this force considering that the first coup consisted of mass graves for displaying skinned bodies. When one contextualizes it with the fact that 5 million people died between 1996 and 2003 in the coup and war in Congo, it demonstrates pure disdain for people in Haiti and more than just a desire for particular style of governments.
In the midst of fighting in Benghazi, Libya being declared a war, on March 2nd 2011 The Great Lakes Coalition provided a Congressional Briefing outlining the findings of an official United Nations report documenting crimes in The Congo. There have been over 80 companies implicated in profiting off determined wars for pillage. At the briefing, members of The Coalition stated they were heartened by the briefing and as Nii Akuetteh noted, also by history as he had experienced The South African Anti-apartheid Movement. In addition, coalition members such as Kwame Musavuli, who a few weeks later would rebuke NATO bombing in Libya, expressed that the group was encouraged by the what was taking place in North Africa and the Middle East. In response to growing instability, on March 8th, the day before the 'orderly transition regime' which was pledged 160 million dollars, began cracking down on civilians and demonstrators in Tharir square, United States Ambassador Kletz met in Cairo with representatives of an armed group in Benghazi. In a subsequent press conference, the President was peppered with questions regarding Libya and Oil prices. In what she saw as the oncoming bombing of Libya on the 8th year since Shock N Awe over Baghdad, Felicity Arbuthnot discussed that the eyes of the world were not focused on the atrocity of the invasion of Iraq, certainly not the the toll of the total toxicity of the 1st Gulf War till today on Iraq. She noted the irony that the 1st gulf war began on the birthday of Martin Luther King. As it also marked the directive to dispose of Lumumba as well as Laurent Kabila and subsequent invasion of The Congo, perhaps it is more than ironic.
As media production shifted focus many people like Ellene Centime Zeleke were quick to caution against the way race was being operationalized in framing the revolution and against claims in media coverage about the use of 'black African mercenaries' which were being pushed, for instance, from quarters like ABC News ('Black African Mercenaries Know One Thing: To Kill) and former Nigerian Ambassador, one of The Council of Foreign Relations 'African Experts and precipitating as early as February 18th from Omar Al Bashir. To borrow from Zeleke in analogizing language as a body with parts that act as repositories of history, so too can one see the importance of thinking through conglomerations, institutions and offices as not only repositories of history recognized by subjects of their power, but additionally as incarcerators and erasers of history, utilized by seat holders and puppet masters.
The recent use of sectarianism as a technology of imperial rule in Iraq has been documented by Journalists like Dhar Jamail and disseminated in documents by Wikileaks. Anthropologist Maya Mikdashi has examined the particular character and usage of sectarianism, though differentiated from race, as a technology of rule in Lebanon discussing legal discriminatory classes of citizenship and pointed out how a 'global hierarchy of nationalities permeates ones sense of security and vulnerability.' This condition of classes of citizen as well as non-citizen which Mikdashi examines in Lebanon as well as one's sense of security and vulnerability in a hierarchy of nationalities is an example of the multifacitation hidden in war. For one, the scepter of war does not end in the space deemed 'war zone,' nor the period of time deemed by the belligerent as a beginning point, nor at the point of 'withdrawal.' Rather, it functions as a sanctified killing arena sentencing nations or particular populations of people to choose a life of degradation or possible death, creating a global space of degradation. In response to a critique by Human Rights Watch's Nadim Noury of an article examining how revolutionary energies can possibly be captured in neoliberal reform language, Mikdashi pointed out the lack of irony seen in situations where the United States criticizes Iraq for human rights violations and the fact that IMF policies are not seen in and of themselves to be violations, like Argentina being coerced to change its constitution or the pressing case of Honduras being subject to a coup and Model City plans which will negate Honduran labor laws. Bertha Caceres of COPINH has desced the plans as 'nefarious' especially when 'synchronized with the coup and militarization machinations' that are carrying out repression.
"These numbers, coupled with technological developments, have turned humans into what Dr. Steven Palumbi calls the world's greatest evolutionary force. Homo Sapiens has become a powerful agent of natural selection, influencing all life on earth, causing the extinction of many species, and accelerating the evolutionary change in others. Studies of human evolution have much to contribute to our understanding of how we as a single species came to exert such control over our planet's destiny. It's a truly phenomenal story of how a small apelike creature walking on two feet across the African savanna challenged nature to make stone tools. From these humble beginnings came large brained humans who instead of stone tools, have telecommunications satellites, computers and nuclear warheads at their fingertips. The human story is indeed unique and wonderful."-Robert Jurmain Professor of Antrhopolgy at San Jose State
"We feel we are the best choice for the future of the human race." -Gordon Robertson 700 Club May 17th 2011
NISGUA, The Network In Solidarity for Guatemala reminds people that the fight against impunity and repression is, in large part, a fight against forgetting. Last February, photojournalist James Rodriguez described what he saw as history repeating itself in Honduras, amidst a military coup of Manuel Zelaya by Proforio Lobo a General formerly trained at the School of The Americas. Rodriguez has reported on consistent fundamental issues facing communities besieged by transnational mining corporations, such as contaminated water, deforestation, deterioration of local people's health, lack of sustainable development and social conflicts (often within the greater sphere of the drug war). In this report he discusses the history of 'disappearances' in Honduras. As bombing was beginning in Libya and 45 people were killed in Pakistan, on March 17th, Guatemalan Security Forces, described by Rights Action's Annie Bird as building off the legacy of 1978 Pozote Massacre raided 14 villages, moving thousands of people off of land for international and Guatemalan President Oscar Berger's brother in law's biofuel interests. The arrest of General Lopez and Hosni Mubarak, arguments about prison and the paradox of memory (this something discussed by Morgan Meiss and understatedly understood by Guatemalans and Egyptians) withstanding, is perhaps historically fitting, but. In 1982, 1 week after conducting Operation Bright Star in the Egyptian desert with Hosni Mubarak, Ronald Reagan met in Honduras with John Negropante and Guatemalan Guatemalan President Efrain Rios Montt who was conducting an extermination campaign against Guatemala's Mayan population. Reagan asserted that Montt was getting a bad rap. Montt had risen to power amidst a military campaign grown in political response and escalation to hundreds of thousands of Guatemalans protesting and striking to increase their standing in Guatemalan society with demands like raising their minimum wage from 1 dollar per day to 5 dollars per day. Finqueros budged to 3 dollars, but being a prudently predacious with money, power and high class status armed themselves to the teeth, strengthened alliances and devised a systematic plan for brutal repression. By 1982, Montt was at the head of a project conducting scorched earth campaigns, as well as starving and torturing people to death. Today, Montt is still a congressman and has remained active in high party politics. Many architects remain not just free, but in high positions leveraging and wielding power. One leading candidate for the presidency this coming September is Otto Perez Molina, implicated in atrocity and associated with the U.S Embassy. It is within a context of 'generalized violence and repression that American, Canadian and Global corporations operate in Guatemala' and which Hillary Clinton's regional security conference in Antigua took place this past June. She called attention in the region to take heed of operations in Columbia and Mexico. That Columbia has the most internally displaced persons of any country in the world and that Mexico has seen estimates of 40,000 deaths related Drug War escalation has been discussed by Benjamin Dengl and Caitling Gaitwood.
A participant in the border humanitarian group No More Deaths expresses how this plays out along the border insightful analysis of how this play out along the border...
System based on money and deprivation as motivation
Humans can be motivated by more than just starvation, deprivation and riches. You can develop a culture that functions highly outside this paradigm.
Currently civilization runs off the motivation to not starve, be homeless or other deprivations and gives privileges through riches. I don't think that these are even the best motivating agents for human beings. To some extent the reason our system doesn't crumble now is because people actually individually are motivated by more and provide cultural value to our species because of other motivations.
I came across this thought today because I saw a lady chastise people who are socialists and she cited a professor who failed his class after they gave the average grade for all grades on tests. The lady used this example of how people stopped being motivated to learn was a reflection on the feasibility of socialism.
Friday, January 13, 2023
Audible Information about TI Program from me. 1 victim.