Current books im reading:

I'm currently reading 3 pages a day out of 5 diffferent books. I hadn't read anything for 10 years or so since Gangstalking and voices started or ratched up. but I finish Clanlands and The God Code. Clanlands follows two actors around filming a tv show and they write in a buddy scottish type of antagonizing fashion. Sam Heugan and Graham Mactavish who both worked on the Show Outlander. They discuss scottish landscape, whiskey, history, clan lineages and wars, dastardly battles and rag on each other much of the time in fun. I enjoyed this book most of the books ive been reading this year. It kept me company and was like having a friend around everytime i picked it up. One term i learned was Dualchas which is gaelic word i believe used to describe having a connection to landscape of a home country or history. If you google it dictionaries give it a general descrption of cultural inheritance, but what i took away from the book is that it is an inner connection to history and landscape. I found this interesting because ive always felt something like that when visting ireland and the british isles. Ive thought maybe it is the inviting luscious landscape which i know can be part of a harsh climate in scotland. I happen to be 10 percent Scottish and 40 percent Irish in my DNA so perhaaps learning about dualchas explains this feeling. I feel dualchas in California sometimes considering ive been here for 37 years since birth and having my grandparents and parents both living here and my parents born here. The God Code was a book by Greg Braden in which he proclaims that there is a code in our DNA which when transposed or decoded using Arabic and Hebrew and the periodic table of elements, reads "God Eternal in The Body." I have no real knowledge of Hebrew and the number coded used by Braden, so I don't have an educated background to know if the elaborate method for finding the code is possible with intent to find it or if there really is something to the lack of chance alleged to have the code read such a message. I lean towards there being something to it. I'm not religious, but I do think it is very possible and even likely that there is intelligent design in life. I personally speculate that there was at some point beings that wanted to be refered to as gods or god and that they wanted to be worshipped. I don't worship them. I think that they may have designed or created human life or dna very possibly though science or supernatural means. I also think that there could be a life force or being in the universe that parralells these gods or god wannabes and supercedes it rectifying the psychopathy or perhaps just fallable nature of possible God or Gods. I also think that humans fashioned themselves as gods or god. Something akin to secret societies like in Joseph Atwill's book about the Flavians in Caesar's Messiah. I'm still reading War on the Weak, 1619 Project, Pentagon's Brain, Big Brain Little Brain and Sapiens. I will discuss these later in a different blog or at least share a few thoughts on them. I'm not manic anymore or goofy writer like i was in my youth or at least feelimng different these days. SOme of what I said 15 years ago is still true.